We are all beautiful and deserve to be loved without being harmed.
– L.Y. Marlow
L. Y. Marlow is a survivor. When domestic violence threatened her granddaughter Promise, she decided to end 60 years and four generations of silence.
She launched the Saving Promise grassroots movement to end what she calls a pandemic of domestic violence:
Her goal is to collect 100,000 signatures in support of shining a spotlight on domestic violence until it becomes a national priority:
Heart disease, breast cancer, and domestic violence are among the leading issues affecting women. American Heart Association’s Go Red for Women campaign and Susan G. Komen for the Cure have both launched successful brands to raise social consciousness about heart disease and breast cancer, respectively. But what about domestic violence? Taking on the most serious family and social issue of our time, the mission of Saving Promise is to achieve this level of enlightened social consciousness about domestic violence and implement real change across America.
Butterflies Symbolize Metamorphosis
Ms. Marlow chose the butterfly as her symbol because she believes it is the “universal symbol for change.” When domestic violence threatened the fourth and fifth generations of her family, Ms. Marlow decided it was time for change.
She became an advocate. She gives powerful speeches. She lobbies politicians and corporations. And, she self-published a fictionalized memoir of the history of domestic violence in her family: Color Me Butterfly which tells the stories of four generations of women “suffering in silence; surviving in darkness.”
The book won awards, received critical acclaim, and was acquired by Crown Publishing’s Three Rivers Press. I was blown away to read this statement by Philip Patrick, their director of marketing:
. . .we here at Three Rivers Press knew that we weren’t just adding a beautifully written, poignant, and haunting novel to our list ~ we were joining a cause. And that cause was to give voice to the millions of American women who are affected by domestic violence each year, women who are silenced out of fear or stigma or the sadly misconstrued notion that they are alone in the world.
Color Me Butterfly is just $10.12 today on Amazon. It debuts tomorrow. I hope that everyone who reads this post will purchase a copy to thank Three Rivers Press for their support. It is exceedingly rare for a publisher to invest in a well-orchestrated publicity campaign to support books about domestic violence.
Color Me Butterfly
I was blessed to receive an advance copy of the book and to exchange e-mail messages with the author. We agree that the intergenerational cycles of domestic violence will not stop unless we break down the walls of silence. We agree that we must unite to demand change. We agree that survivors need the same kind of network that breast cancer survivors get from the Susan G. Komen Race for the Cure and heart disease survivors get from Go Red.
Eloise and Isaac Bingham
Color Me Butterfly begins with Isaac Bingham’s flirtation with Eloise Washington in 1941 at a family funeral. He seduced her into disregarding her instincts, leaving her home in Kingstree, South Carolina, and moving with him to Philadelphia in 1946:
Isaac was changing. . .Oftentimes he wouldn’t come home at all, and when he did, he barely said two words to her and the children; the few words he did say weren’t pleasant. The loving father who once played happily with his children now treated them like little soldiers. It was as if he was running some kind of boot camp and they were his subordinates. . .
Eloise. . .asked God to bring back the man she had fallen in love with and married nearly eight years ago.
He didn’t change. To punish his son Rollie for wetting the bed, he forced the child to eat a fried rat. Rollie was three.
The children valiantly tried to avoid Isaac’s abuse:
Mattie. . .and her siblings had made a pact to do whatever it took to please their father. They walked cautiously through their lives like dancers on a tightrope ~ always keeping their steps straight, never straying away from the line. . .
Mattie. . .wondered how she would ever survive her father.
Isaac abandoned his family, and Eloise was left with the challenge of supporting their eight children on $48/week. Eloise thought about the “legacy of strength” she had inherited from her mother, grandmother, and great-grandmother. She realized she had a strong instinct for survival.
Mattie and Roy’s children
Before she graduated from high school, Mattie married Roy Madison and believed she was safe. She wasn’t:
All the hurt and anger Isaac had caused her suddenly resurfaced. But this time it wasn’t Isaac, it was Roy, her husband: the man she thought would make her feel safe, the one who was supposed to protect her.
. . .words were exchanged, threats were lodged, and love was lost.
Their third child was Lydia (L.Y.). Before her father reached age 30, he died from stab wounds.
Poetry gave her freedom. She believed she would be unable to have children due to a tumor. She met Lloyd the summer before her 16th birthday. He was a punk who beat her. When she went to the hospital to have a hysterectomy, she learned she was pregnant. The pregnancy was lodged in her tubes. Lydia made the courageous decision to try to carry the baby to term. She was 17. She graduated from high school with honors, got a job as a clerk typist, and saved to go to college. Lloyd beat her while she was pregnant. Treasure was born on October 21:
Lloyd. . .held on tightly to his daughter, forgetting that less than six weeks ago, he had nearly snuffed away her little life. . .
Treasure was her strength, her reason for wanting a better life, her gift from God.
Treasure and L.Y.
Treasure was molested by her paternal grandfather, and her step-father Donald was indifferent. After he was released from prison, her father Lloyd entered her life. When Treasure became a teenager, Mattie advised Lydia:
I know you love her and want the best for her, but she’s a teenager now and you gotta give her some space. Sometimes you gotta let a butterfly go in order for it to learn to fly.
L.Y., Mattie, and Treasure
After taking Treasure to the University of Delaware, Lydia wrote a poem of tribute the the women in her family:
I done cried me a river
prayed when I had no voice
even found me some courage
when courage was not my choice
Now I’m ready to surrender
Leave the tears from my cries behind
Ready to spread my wings
Color Me Butterfly. . .
I am a beau-ti-ful woman. . .
I have a strong voice from within to speak
I have hopes and desires and dreams
and though much has been stripped from me
yet I still have my self-esteem
Now I’m ready to let go of the past
Leave the tears from my cries behind
Ready to spread my beautiful wings
Color Me Butterfly
If you haven’t yet signed the Saving Promise petition, I hope you will do it now. Color Me Butterfly is a book every survivor of domestic violence should read and own. I believe it will help us all to release our inner butterfly. I know it will help you find your own strength and honor your survival instincts.
I want to give a special shout-out to Sarah Breivogel at Three Rivers/Random House/Crown Publishing. Thanks for your efforts to publicize this beautiful book.
Ms.Marlow congratulations on your wonderful accomplishment; and though your cause is one marked by sadness and cruelty, hope ever makes the difference.
Many share experiences like those you have written and talk about. Your voice is one more angel in the quest of healing. May God bless you and family, and keep you well.
Thanks for leaving your comment, Mr. Rhodes. I have visited your site and am VERY impressed with your writing.
When I clicked on the link for Saving Promise, it brought me to one of my original posts about L.Y. Marlow. The link for Saving Promise: http://www.savingpromise.org/
If you haven’t read Color Me Butterfly yet, I think it will inspire you.
I just read Color Me Butterflyhis is my second time reading it and I just couldn’t put it down. You are an excellent author. Please tell me that you are working on your next book. I need to read more from you. Thank you, Tharessa R. Langley
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